hi my name is Heater

it has gotten on my nerves.
i couldn't take it anymore.
i'm going insane.
i'm losing my temper.
i couldn't even concentrate on anything.
so without a second thought,
i went and confronted him.

me : hey, i couldn't take it anymore.
mr X: ...... (lifting his head in a daze and stare at me blankly with lots of question marks in his head)
me : i know your dept is in charged of all the office's facilites e.g. stationery, furniture, etc.. how about winter clothings ? can you include that as well in the future? i couldn't tahan the sejuk anymore, i feel like i'm working in a big freezer. no matter how many blazer/jacket/cashmere/sweater i put on, i still feel cold. i have to keep myself warm by running to the pantry every 15mins to get some really warm/hot water and drink it immediately. my tongue has gone numb because of drinking too much of hot drink. oh man, my brain will soon go numb as well. can you do something about it?
mr X: hahahaha... young lady, you're not the first one who told me that. in fact we have turn the air cond down.
me: ...... i shall go to winter time and get some winter clothings this weekend.
mr X : hahahaha.. are you serious ?
me: (shivering) do i have a choice ? either that or i will be freezed to death. blame it on the new building and the spanking new air cond system.
mr X: you could say so
me: .... now i really wish i'm a heater instead of heather. (9 out of 10 people will call me that instead of Heather, i used to hate that alot. maybe not anymore) sigh.

Dalai Lama

me: so how's tibet?
mr X: I didn't go to Tibet lah. But close though. I went to Kathmandu in Nepal and the outskirts. Very raw and very exciting place except that you must get used to their water. Lhasa the capital of Tibet is north east of where I went. Kathmandu has a lot of Tibetan influence and the people look like a range from Thai, to Tibetan to Chinese to Burmese to Indian. But they're all Nepalese. Many fled Tibet when there was some kind of crackdown there.It will be good to visit Bhutan (which is one of the most closed countries in the world) and Tibet.
Anyway, for now I won't be going to Tibet until I get a reply for the job application I put in. I applied for the post of "Dalai Lama". I think its a "don't call us we'll call you situation!"

i burst out into a pretty loud laughter after reading the last line, i really thought that he's applying for a new job.... mana tau, kena punk'd.

Bridge Over Troubled Water

I'm feeling like a bridge over troubled water.
I'm feeling that nothing can hold me down.
I'm trying hard to act as tough as the bridge but
The water wouldn't stop gathering its force against me.
I'm not sure how long can i last.
When the bridge collapse, it doesn't mean that i'm freed to flow with the water
The water will just wallop me
I will be forced to live in a new environment with no sense of security
I will be a slave to the water
They will be free to turn me into any disaster that could harm the mankind

My time has yet come to shine.
All my dreams are on their way.

I heart them all, do you? part II

parisian rock band - Second Sex - look out for them - awesome!
another parisian band - rock&roll - tight shit!

allistair allan - from his album on party people - tight !

allistair allan - i heart her spec, her teeth, tight !

taken by allistair allan

taken by allistair allan - for a second i thought she is gwen stefani

i heart them all. do you ?

manage to cruise during work today, i indulge myself in these

heart the theme of these designs
another kick-ass magazine

by mrzyk & mariceau

by joshua hagler

by marsea goldberg (i luv this alot)

i see OBEY. yay.

by vicky newman

from a psychedelic exhibition themed 'summer of love'

summer of love

summer of love (my favourite)

summer of love

OD punya pasal

OD sial. on muffin. now i'm sick.
my head is spinning around & around & around
my nose is running around & around & around
gonna be a good gal, gonna take the med and just KO till the next day because I bloody need to get well before the weekend.
outta here.

mmmuffin me

if you've been following my rants close enough, you will definitely know by now that I'm hopelessly devoted to sweet food e.g. donuts, bagels, etc etc lately I decidedly to cut down my sugar intake, so instead of donuts & cakes I'm on the rebound for muffins. I miss Mrs Fields's muffins, too bad they are no longer available in M'sia.

however, exactly 5 hours ago, my passion for muffin is wrecked tragically

here's what happen, in brief.

so today is the 'Muffin Day' for our company. (just a theme, is a get-together kinda tea party). muffins were given as door gift, followed by motivational speech by the CEO, etc etc . then came the highlight of the day aka muffin eating competition. 3 participants in each group, the group which ate the most muffins win. so the organiser starting to force people into the contest, being extremely 'lucky', I was in. (as a newbie there, no choice but gotta be 'sporting' la). so my group has 2 other male colleagues. on top of muffins, each was given a bottle of mineral water ( to makes you swallow more muffin ) guess what, we ate 22 muffins within 5 minutes. 3 of us. if you do your maths right, about seven each. bloody 7 muffins within 5 minutes. we didn't get the 1st prize, the winning team ate 25 muffins ( all the 3 participants are big-sized male with big appetite) anyway, it was pretty fun though.

consequently I begin to

walk like muffin

talk like muffin

drive like muffin

smile like muffin

work like muffin

smell like muffin

taste like muffin

think like muffin

blog like muffin

bathe like muffin

sing like muffin

sit like muffin

stand like muffin

eat like muffin , no actually I have no appetite for any kind of food until now.

after 5 hours, my burp still has the taste of muffin, damn gross !

I swear to god. no muffin for me for the next 6 mths.

tsk tsk tsk tsk. i wonder how will my stool looks like later. in the shape of muffin ?LOLOL.

see, muffin makes me talk grossly

one shall stand and one shall fall

Megatron - back then

thundercats - my hero!

the Smurf - i heart their little colourful houses !

bloody awesome. it left me in an awe after stepping out of the cinema.

back then when i was a kid, i still remember watching its animation, although i'm not a hardcore fans of it, my favourite that time was Thunder Cat, together with my sister, the only thing we look forward to for the day is the CARTOON TIME !

followed by The Smurf. my favourite, of all time.

back to transformers. prior to the movie i got plenty of 'education' from my brother as in how to differentiate the autobots, where are they from, what is the cause of vengence , etc etc. he even showed me some animation back in the 80's where prime was battling with megatron, aka the classic scene.

movie is a way to stir our imagination, it manages to capture whatever you think is not possible to happen in the real life. for that, i think michael bay did a fantastic job. as i was watching it, i kept thinking about what if the autobots are for real, like i can be myself during 'normal' time, and let say if i was attacked by someone, i can transform into 'heatherbot' LOLOL. and beat the hell out of the bad guy. isn't that fantastic ?

however the 'good-looking' autobot that caught my eyes are not the good ones, but i'm very much impressed with the bad ones aka megatron. he is so handsome and sophisticated looking. makes me drool alot. heh.

our seats are pretty front, about 5th row from the screen. hence there are certain scene whereby i did not manage to get a holistic view of it. so i must watch it again, and maybe again. wow, can't wait for it !!